When she was 14 years old, Diana Chao began having migraines. She often felt dizzy as she walked. Sunlight seemed to pierce her skull.
“It felt like shards digging into my eyes,” said Chao, now 20 and a sophomore at Princeton University, United States.
After a week of constant pain, her parents took her to an optometrist. That’s when they learned she was “swelling from the inside out”.
She had uveitis, an inflammatory eye disease that can send the pressure inside an eye soaring and render people temporarily blind.
For the next four years, Chao visited ophthalmologists, rheumatologists and many other specialists in Los Angeles to find the cause. Episodes of temporary blindness resurfaced every few months.
“But every single test came back fine,” Chao said. Until one ophthalmologist told her she had seen the condition in several patients with mental illness.
That’s when it clicked for Chao, who had been diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
Her body might be reacting to her mind. Research shows that mental illness can often manifest as physical symptoms. Depression can show up as headaches, anxiety as gastrointestinal issues, or post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) as back pain.
The phenomenon is especially common among Asian-Americans, studies show. More research is needed to understand why, but psychologists suggest that it may relate to the stigma around mental illness in many Asian cultures that prevents people from discussing it openly, and traditional eastern views of an interconnected mind and body.
But many clinicians are unaware of these somatic, or physical, symptoms of mental illness among Asian-Americans, leaving a population of more than 21 million under- diagnosed and under-treated.
Chao, a mental health activist and an avid researcher, looked into the connection between uveitis and psychological distress. While there have been cases linking the two since the 1980s, it isn’t known whether one causes the other.
Still, Chao finds some solace in thinking there might be an explanation for her uveitis. “It’s always been a big question for me,” she said.
The idea of physical reactions to psychological problems is not new, said Miwa Yasui, an associate professor at the University of Chicago, who studies mental illness in ethnic minorities. “For anxiety, we think of racing heartbeat and sweaty palms.”
But, it can be more pronounced in some cultures, where expression of emotion is discouraged. “Especially for East Asian cultures,” she said, “There’s a tendency to tone down talk about feelings – negative or positive.”
That was the case for Chao’s family, who emigrated from China to Claremont, California, when she was in elementary school. Although Chao experienced depression from a young age, she waited years to tell her parents.
Her father had been a traditional healer in China, where the mind and body are often seen as one.
Chao said that in her culture, when you say mental illness, “people think there’s something wrong with your body”. And they treat it by addressing the physical ailment. Therapy or psychiatric medication is reserved for people considered “crazy”, she said.
“It’s something that comes from a lack of education, not bad intentions,” Chao said.
The uveitis diagnosis reinforced her family’s beliefs. “They thought I don’t actually have mental health problems,” she said. “It’s just an extension of my physical illness.”
For people in any culture, it can sometimes be difficult to verbalise experiences of trauma.
Nary Kith sees this daily in her work with Cambodian refugees in north Philadelphia. Many come to her with complaints of chest pain, headaches and stomach problems. Yet their doctors haven’t been able to find a physical cause.
They often have untreated PTSD from the war and genocide in Cambodia during the 1960s and 70s, said Kith, executive director of the non-profit Kith’s Integrated and Targeted Human Services.
“Having that experience doesn’t go away unless you process it,” she said.
Kith, who is also Cambodian, was born in a refugee camp in Thailand after her parents fled the war. Her family was forced to move twice more before settling in Philadelphia in 1984.
At first, they pushed aside the trauma, focusing instead on finding a home, getting jobs and learning the language – just like many refugees Kith works with today.
“When you finally get to process the trauma years later, it’s so overwhelming you can’t function,” Kith said. “It’s going to come out in a physical sense.”
Try writing letters
A 2013 study from Massachusetts General Hospital and Harvard Medical School documented neck soreness as a common symptom of PTSD among Cambodians in the US.
Researchers suggest that it relates to the mental trauma of people during the genocide being forced to carry heavy loads of dirt on a pole balanced on their necks.
“You wouldn’t typically find that in an anxiety inventory, but it may be one of the symptoms a person might report,” Yasui said.
For years, Chao kept quiet about her mental health struggles. Even when she had thoughts of suicide, she rarely mentioned them at home.
Instead, she wrote letters to an imaginary stranger who she thought would understand her pain. That practice eventually led Chao to start a non-profit called Letters to Strangers, which works to destigmatise mental illness and expand access to treatment.
Today, she is open about her mental illness, speaking at mental health conferences and TEDxTeen.
She has fewer episodes of uveitis – a trend she attributes to getting better mental health care and feeling “accepted as someone with mental illness”.
Among what she considers her most important work is speaking in Chinese cultural centres about recognising signs of mental illness and seeking care.
“For them, seeing a Chinese person talking to them about it in Chinese helps the information get across a lot easier,” Chao said.
But the responsibility to address this issue shouldn’t lie solely with patients, experts say.
Primary-care doctors, often the first point of contact for patients, need to consider psychological causes for symptoms, two Boston-area psychiatrists wrote in Psychiatric Times.
But it’s a delicate balance. Doctors shouldn’t assume that every Asian-American’s physical ailment has a mental cause, said Jesse Suh, a Korean American psychologist based in Philadelphia.
Mental health clinicians also need to ask about physical symptoms and cultural factors while making a diagnosis, he said. – The Philadelphia Inquirer/Tribune News Service